The Mayor of Kingman, Arizona
“Around here,” Denny said, “the heat
is like the mayor. Everyone talks about him,
they elect to stick with him year after year,
and once Fall rolls around - they’re glad
when he’s finally out of sight.”
He was sitting in the open door of his family’s
sedan, a third-hand Oldsmobile slid into a diagonal
space affront the county courthouse. “I’m just a guest
of the hotel,” he nodded at a trooper I hadn’t seen,
supervising the Sunday evening visit with his
daughters, oblivious to their daddy’s habit
of bringing guns into liquor stores.
“The girls needed Back-to-School stuff,”
he told me over beers a couple weeks later.
“I’d rather them not have a daddy for a few weeks
than go to school wearing last year’s rags.” The way
he said it you’d think Denny knew something about fashion,
but actually he could talk your ear off all night if you let him
about being picked on when you’re young, and how
it leads to whole seasons being an outcast.
Change of Heart
Sasha came to see us
about having a tattoo removed
a skull wearing a Nazi helmet
flames shooting away
that laid claim to her whole
lower left shoulder blade
in colors easily afforded
by heroin-distributing biker gangs.
Usually these things are for life
but you fall in and out of love
and when you're out
the first one to forgive is yourself.
Buck 4 Luck
I just know it's gonna happen.
The guy walking opposite me
coming down the Venice sidewalk
the one with the dead-legged gait
of a man who broke himself years ago
falling off a dirtbike, or a horse
or standing in front of a girlfriend’s car
is lasering his eyes into mine
with the intent of casting a spell
capable of opening a stranger’s wallet
despite my cheap gas station shades.
"Hey friend ya gotta buck for luck?"
I don't speak, just a quick shake of the head
and an unbroken stride.
And I replay his line in my head,
got a buck for luck? figuring he's used it
forty times today. Of those, maybe ten
harbored enough residual guilt or feared
a broken dirt biker's curse
and thought a buck was a bargain,
but like me, another thirty have walked on.
And that’s when it occurs to me
that I haven't looked over my shoulder
to see if he's following, maybe pulled out a knife,
because those kinds of things happen in Venice.
Then I realize I've got more important things to worry about
like those thirty people who've been cursed with bad luck for no buck
wandering around, ready to go off any moment
and if I run into one of them when
kharma boomerangs,
it’d be just my luck.
MATT McGEE writes in the Los Angeles area. In 2020 his work has appeared in Barrelhouse, Sage and Gnashing Teeth. When not typing he drives around in rented cars and plays goalie in local hockey leagues.
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